play by years.
excuse me;
i've already told you, there's nothing much to hide.
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claire's;
deb;
juan;
christina;
poh;
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 3:06 AM
last week?
finally i have the time.
elvis eh boy.
1st in nyp.
handsome huh. handsome.muahahahhahahahha,
endless laughter.
jeremy,link,wei.
your conclusion wrong.
fucked:
when you wake up exactly on the dot when your class start.
and leave your house when the class's gonna end.
and take a bloody cab that has how many extra charge.
and not get your attendance.
class at 9. fucked!
2:22 AM
feeling so shitty.okay ive been feeling this ever since.
god knows when.
im screwed.
econs ica buang la.
(ppc curve axis wrong la)
gonna ask me whats ppc?
i also dont know,
i know tts the 'short form'.
i study what you tell me.
im starting to think
when was the fucking last time
i didnt scold anyone in a day.
one day no frens how.
whats with me?
i feel sick in the brain.
i just dont like it when.
people keep niam-ing the same thing over and over again.
i just cannot take it.
its like a buzz-ing sound.
say once or twice can already la.
but still,
im really sorry for flaring.
i got to work on that.
and still,
dont niam next time please.
yi ren rang yi bu la.
i want to be like those cool people
who walks away and keep quiet when they're angry.
KQS!!
guys, i dont want be no2.
LOLOLOLOL
Tuesday, November 28, 2006, 1:00 AM
imissyou.bay,ido.Monday, November 27, 2006, 10:59 PM
HELP.yet to recover
and the endless rain aint helping.
last min studies for icas tml.
erm, let me see wats coming out.
the retarded show and tell on accs.
first in first out, last in first out.
is it?
you tell me la,
accs can do show and tell meh?
so retarded.
and there are marks for it.
wah lau, how stupid.
this is very very bad,
im getting really really bored.
its not a good sign.
got to go back to supply and demand curve.
fuck.
Saturday, November 25, 2006, 4:03 AM
contact list.up and down.
searching for someone to talk to.
am i running out of friends
or are they all asleep.
too busy with their own lives.
maybe.
shouldnt be too dependent
on anything
or anyone.
i dont wish to sleep,
more like i dont wish to wake up early.
would you hug me tonight and tell me
you'll stand by me?
im having flu. argh.
Thursday, November 23, 2006, 9:20 PM
chasing after a shadow.i saw someone today wandering around my school.
and now im sure it was her.
it doesnt mean i still care or feel something.
its just the guilt that kills.
but its about to die off.
its not always me to look on the bright side.
maybe refreshing the scars made me change.
i still make the same mistake
and i always have to learn the hard way out.
but looking back you deserve a tight slap.
it wasnt part of the plan to seek revenge.
i jus mainly use it.
thats the guilt that keeps in me.
stop because
you're just falling into something that aint real.
that changes nothing when it ends.
i just dont like her looks.
and seriously i dont bother what she thinks of me.
cause she doesnt even know me.
anyway i pass.
and i will fail tml.
im having a really hard time now.
nothing to do with the above.
im just not me.
im tired and i mean it now.
i really am.
maybe it applies to me too.
i wish the shadow was much clearer to be seen.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006, 8:53 PM
i have all the time in the world to do anything i want.yet i dont feel like doing anything.
im prepared to fail my basic, icas and watevr that is important.
ive been skipping classes.
failing to wake up for morning classes.
even afternoon wans seems so hard to be on time.
please tell me i need a brain wash.
im bored.
and i dont care wat e fuck is wrong or right.
i just need something to do that keeps me entertain.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006, 3:36 AM
get caught in the rain,
that washes away your tears
not your pain.
Sunday, November 19, 2006, 10:51 PM
Past week.1. web cams.
2. little shop of horrors
3. family's birthdays.
4. clubbing
5. mahjong
this means money, money and more money.
well i wrote a sweet little card for mama.
and i chip in for a tiff & co necklace.
not alot.
if i get lucky and if sister aint nato-ing.
i will get one for xmas.
wahaha.
i wonder what will i do without a sister.
she the only one in the family
who isnt nato-s
anw,
somthing new to keep my busy
the L word.
like finally!
carmen is so bloody hot.
why i love her?
she's the only one who can say
'BAY STOP IT AR!!'
she's the only one i listens to.
Friday, November 17, 2006, 10:55 PM
im rotting my ass off.
i twist and turn.
my back hurts.
it really hurts.
poh keeps laughing.
im irritated.
i hope i didnt sprain it.
its a sat.
oh fuck.
It's just too little too late, a little too wrong..
And I can't wait, boy you know all the right things to say
You know it's just too little too late.
my itunes..
Thursday, November 16, 2006, 12:10 AM
ya okay fine.50 for 5, 4, 3 days wasnt enough.
it lasted me 2 days.
why huh.
tml's black day,
i dont wanna wear the same old thing.
i need extra and i mean lots of extra money.
to buy clothes.
ive spending too much,
i dont know on what.
cabs, cigg, food?
i guess.
1.msn is having a major huge irritating problem.
2.my bill is out, 200 bucks plus.
3.my bus concession is up.
4.my hair is growing way too much.
5.my clothes are turning me off.
im so angry.
i took cab to school this morning again.
class starts at 9am, i woke up at 9am.
i need a big alarm clock.
im sorry wei, i promise not to go back to sleep next time.
super piss.
whatever.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006, 1:27 AM
i did my tutorials.
after 1 sem plus.
that was for a lovely exchange.
6 hours in the lab with bay.
& i swear the funny sound she made throughout
was irritating.
i was in school but not in class.
she had just have to argue and insisted that i go for class.
so finally, the great idea came
i do my tutorials and read my lectures for the day.
and in return i get to stay with her in the lab.
smiles.
after 1 sem plus.
that was for a lovely exchange.
6 hours in the lab with bay.
& i swear the funny sound she made throughout
was irritating.
i was in school but not in class.
she had just have to argue and insisted that i go for class.
so finally, the great idea came
i do my tutorials and read my lectures for the day.
and in return i get to stay with her in the lab.
smiles.
ica up and coming.
wah lau eh, im going to be busy soon.
i wonder if its good or bad.
im complaining about having too much time.
yet now i want more time.
have anyone watch time, i wonder if its good?
wellwellwell, 7am tml.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 1:49 AM
chill.
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poh
for you, i would.
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guys, catch step up. its good!!!
real gooooood!!!!!
Sunday, November 12, 2006, 11:53 PM
ohh hello winter
i love you very much.
thats why i love her.
winter pays me a visit.finally, we brought mr handsome winter out.
botanic gardens with bay, winter and my family.
and mr berry.
delicious breakfast.
am so happy to have her.
later comes dinner at ilLido
sentosa golf club.
once again, happy birthday sister.
with bacon tuck round it.
we ate 4 freaking rounds of these.
24 months old. parma ham.
raw beef with truffles.
mama & birthday girl
ilLido
this was suppose to be visible with the damn bloody nice view. the view was good,
blogger's having a major problems with photo.
i'll upload the views soon.
i had a great problem with the menu.
if you know me, you know how i scan not read.
no kopi tiam talks, no loud laughters.
oh i manage to use 2 fingers to eat those bread chips.
my legs were like so uncomfortable.
'cross me cross me'
you know how i cant eat without crossing them.
see the next table and im like....
they all look like models goodness,
staring at them instead of food.
bay, you didnt see this sentence.
laughs.
bay, you didnt see this sentence.
laughs.
best view, pretty ladies, handsome gays,
great food.
woohoo.
3:39 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYLDINE!!!!!i love you very much.
KISSES!
Friday, November 10, 2006, 7:35 PM
'C**** B**''hello'
'F***'
'hello'
stupid bird.
jerome and jilly.
me and qi.
they so happy eating.2 days in a row.
lots of buffet.
bbq & today sushi.
fat bitch indeed... laughs.
Thursday, November 09, 2006, 7:47 PM
brush this burden off me,cause i cant hold it any longer.
bless when being loved
but bless those who love.
4:32 AM
Sometimes i love you so much,Sometimes i hate you double.
Tonight is just one of the nights,
that i have to say
i love you very much.
Girl you gotta know
right from the start
you're the one for me.
You dont have to be like any others,
You dont have to lift a finger.
Girl you dont have to move,
All you gotta do is be you.
And girl you bet i love you.
Just the way you do the things you do.
And girl you bet i do.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006, 9:51 PM
up the roof and this is what we found.
i force him to do this.
cause he made me do this
unlucky days.
thank god i have friends to keep laughter going.
then laughter goes on with.
'hello where you?'
'go smoke la'
'cannot la i in library studying'
muahahahaa..
3.9, suan le too intelligent la.
& & &
i dont wanna be soya bean.
Monday, November 06, 2006, 11:42 PM
The weekends started the whole jinx shit.Im starting off a very bad week.
Its just monday and im broke.
stop telling me things happen for a reason.
fuck it, fuck those nice positive fake words.
what good can this bring?
Sunday, November 05, 2006, 5:57 PM
when my words and actions dont tally,i feel much worst than you.cause i feel like killing myself.why cant i mean what i set out to do.the complications of my mind is killing me.
5:04 PM
cause babyeverything is fed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do I start
cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart.
i know i dont like the idea of song lyircs
being posted, but hey only this can
describe my feeling now.
2:59 PM
guess.
our breakfast
middle of esplanade.after eating.
drunkard. gone case
retard.
the best of the best.
damn comfy.
what a night,
i would give up anything for a nighht like this.
its more worth than that.
jeremy we're the winners. ha.
hey boys, one phone call, one day, anytime.
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BULLSHIT!
Saturday, November 04, 2006, 1:43 PM
birthday boy. he's damn bloody shy. YA-YA
climbing on top of shelter. in school
waha.
when we have late classes.
climbing on top of shelter. in schoolnot shy.
waha.
when we have late classes.we go a litle crazy.
and boys dont understand the meaning of nice pose.
during lecture.
kiss.
as for now, im irritated.
How screwed up!
Thursday, November 02, 2006, 10:25 PM
Prison Break,Prison break.
YES.
After this,
my lovely sam-soon.
i know im quite out-dated.
i wish class starts real late tml.
no it isnt, 9 am.
i have a pumkin on my table.
someone did it for me.
a minature want.
thou it came late.
i shall put a candle in it tonight.
gooood ooooold loveeely days.
and yes yes yes i do love you.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006, 10:41 PM
I GIVE UP POSTING PICTURES
ON BLOGGER.
No1 jeremy's bdae,
No2 crazy people in school
No3 great dinner.
nice pictures eh wasted.
poh has been crashing my tutorials.
i think she can just be in my class.
attending my lectures, lab and tutorials.
They dont realise. Haha.
thankz bay
and life goes on.