i've already told you, there's nothing much to hide.

the curse of two person.

'you scare not, if buang'

'i already feel like dying, i dont think it makes a diff'

'wo hai bu yao si'

my leg was shivering but when you're upset,everything is a must try.

the wind was hard on my face, through the whole trip i was thinking...
but it was good.

i find things funny,

that increase my ignorance to things around me.

im moving on a track, ive never tried before.

house-hopping. beer after beer.

you cant just love a person for all the good points.how can it be when they're bad points are out you throw them away.weird huh.

so loser right?

i look ugly, but she looks so cute.
go town just to sit down.
someone i'll always love and dote on.

machiam she my ex or smth. kns. ha.

first xmas after so long.

wooohooo.
its one of the happiest xmas.

to celebrate with frens, my love and family.

thanks bay, just being with you this xmas makes it more meaningful than ever. even if we scream to keep our asses in this. even if we fight and anger management doesnt seem to take effect. even if we cry a thousand time to keep our love. be it, cause after all the bitter-ness and shit-i-fied fuck up attitude. we'll smile and thank god it brought us closer.

and bay, im still as crazy over you.

XMAS XMAS XMAS

honestly this is what i feel like doing

to be continued..

i first time eh. dont laugh eh.

im really piss-ed off.

i'll tell myself to smile!!

tml will be a better day, with lots of money.

i wasnt appointed to do the tree.

i was called home for it thou.

this is what happens when your mum wants to move house and everyone else disagrees. she redo the house leaving no one a sofa.

at least i have 2 afros to give a different meaning to a comfy sofa.

i have a new family member.

her name is poh hiam.

she's invited to all dinners.

all late night supper.

and all the festive session.

eeeyur, now i know why the other one is jealous.

you.


love makes you a happy girl for a few minutes.
when it goes bad it hits you for a few days.
or maybe months.

im missing you,
i jus saw you.

i feel neglected.

andimthinkingifimlosingyou.

same feelings, same thoughts. just that its different timing. im starting to think we're very similar. just that we're both human. you can do what i cant do. when i feel this way, you cant feel that way. its utter rubbish. you know its so not logical. but when anger or jealousy strike, tell me who's gonna say wats logical. love has so much to be hate. it plays with your mind and your heart. so much for forgive and forget. seriously none is often done. its so easy to say. but how often do you mean it. just look at the way all the past mistakes comes flying out whenever shit happens. its so sickening.
this blog entry is for me to remember. sorting thoughts out seems so easy. remembering them seems so hard.

suddenly i feel this is rubbish. i lost my thoughts.

fuck i had like so much to say la.

and the happiest thing today is.

fucking spss project is done. i still dont know how to use it. wahaha. i have very good group members.

tml is effective brain cracking fucking totally rubbish creative shit.

finally im going to sleep like no one's biz.

that's how to kill time during boring tutorials.
bay says this is classic.

romey and jeremy made me do this.
little fighter. whats lab wo this.
she never fails to irritate me.
i still love her. always.
dxo. muaha.
hello darling. i told you i this angle ugly right!

tt's bout it.