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    that point of time;
    Monday, July 30, 2007, 5:31 AM

    Chiong your mf proj.

    we're finally done with our stock trading game.
    6 pages of in depth analysis and so on.

    with 3 guys, and linkie nice enough to be here
    just to accompany us.

    okay we're all cramp in a room.
    im extremely tired.
    i need to sleep.

    they're playing wow.
    well.

    imissweekendswithyou.




    Friday, July 27, 2007, 5:15 AM

    i want to scream!
    i want my nuh now here with me!
    im sucha grumpy kid.
    i want to sneak in her room.
    hug her from the back
    and scream
    b b b b b b b b b b b
    argh.
    i feel so in love with her.




    Thursday, July 26, 2007, 1:49 AM

    breather.

    where i dont feel comfortable, i dont wanna be.
    where i feel like i dont exist, i dont wanna stay.
    where i see none other than pain, i rather walk away.

    somewheresomehow,iwishimelsewhere.




    Wednesday, July 25, 2007, 1:00 AM

    i feel empty.

    hey baby, when we are together doing things that we love. everytime youre near i feel like i'm in heaven, feeling high. i don't want to let go, girl. i just need you to know girl, i don't wanna run away, baby you're the one.
    i need tonight, no promises.

    baby, now i need to hold you tight i just wanna die in your arms. i don't want to run away, i want to stay forever, thru time and time. no promises

    baby, now i need to hold you tight
    now and forever my love.


    i aint gona survive without your love.




    Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 2:20 AM

    Imagine you're smoking at your window.
    facing a sucidal site that just happen earlier on.
    and then someone calls you
    and say your tv's on.

    haha,
    its bad to have friends who are your neighbours.
    so lets say i strip.
    she can so see everything.

    stalker you know!

    i think i won an award today.
    making the most classic mistakes.

    lala.




    Monday, July 23, 2007, 12:43 AM

    overdose of pics;
    best weekends,nuh.
    first time.
    i promise the next time i wont nua and prawn c=
    prawning
    lonely boy.
    muaha now suffer wat i use to.

    see dc at the other end.
    only she will touch them.
    ekks.
    ydnaceye
    those buggers need to concentrate.

    dc's thinking that concentration will help get more prawns.
    i swear she must be thinking of dinner.
    her first prawn & she's damn proud of it. muaha.
    her handicap prawn
    dc's first catch after 12345678910yrs
    i repeat 1234678910 years.
    but at least it aint handicap!

    attempt to be ohmygodsocute makeover. ha

    tt sweetling.

    classic k!! candid.

    muffin's arrival.

    u small brown thing
    my new girlfriend.

    today's durian feast.

    durian cake and puff.
    thanks to angie&adel.

    baby took my greedy shot.
    cannot hungry is it.
    cannot like durian is it.

    dc and i and b
    had so much durian.
    i swear dc ate her cake so fast.

    she's so greedy.
    haha.

    cantgetenough; b.

    done :3.05am. ha.




    Sunday, July 22, 2007, 5:40 AM

    ikea
    prawning
    kovan (porridge)

    and pics cant be uploaded.
    damn it.

    why's my nuh still awake.

    muffin arrive early afternoon.
    tt lil cute puppy.
    fall asleep in my arms.
    and i slept too.

    she's adorable.
    pics soon k?

    the wallpaper, im missing you b.




    Saturday, July 21, 2007, 2:09 AM

    let's talk about j.s.


    the ultimate disorder of mine.
    i hate j.s.
    i'll probably ignore or run from it.
    bloody mutha fucker.


    i like to be someone's h.p.
    and c.c probably forgot the reply is c.y.m.
    c.c not a name, a phrase.


    i think i care too much.
    i think it's hitting me badly.


    so let's drink and get drunk.
    and talk about the future another day.



    and there's no doubt,
    im in love with the sweetest girl.

    then ive to qn, what it is exactly.




    Thursday, July 19, 2007, 3:08 AM

    I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately. All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind. I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do or who I'm supposed to be. I don't want to be anything other than me.




    12:52 AM

    for today, i like to stay in the shower.




    12:18 AM

    your imagination; my lesson

    a movie, the review seems perfect.

    you q for a movie.
    the q ahead seems endless.
    a miracle, you were handed a vip tics.
    a miracle, you wish to know why.

    you step ahead and go on with the show.
    knowing that the qn to why the tics were given to you will never be ans.
    the emotions seems breathless.

    the special treatment you get.
    not forgetting the front row.
    you sit down, put your bags in front.
    the seat was too comfy.

    too good to be true.

    while it screened, you wondered.
    have you entered the wrong cinema.
    you strain the read the subtitles.

    you still have no idea.
    it hits you badly.

    you decided to catch it again.
    however disappointment strikes again.
    and then the 3rd time.
    everyday you try to understand.
    you even bought the vcd.

    you still have no idea.
    the q still long.
    everyone seems to understand but you just dont.

    the show was good.
    but in someways you still have no idea.

    no doubt it's good, no doubt.
    but the storyline leads to many questions.
    the past seems vague.
    the future seems unknown.

    then let me ask.
    would you give up the show or continue watching time and time again?




    Tuesday, July 17, 2007, 12:29 AM

    lets keep it private;

    well a good day would mean, straight home after school
    with the best company watching local drama shows.
    when was the last time i even switch on to channel 8.
    hmmm.

    there are certain things i truly miss at this point of time.

    i miss the company, i miss the laughter.
    but right now, let me buy some time alone.


    nuh,iliketowatchtvwithyou.andwatchthatsillynessofyours.




    Saturday, July 14, 2007, 6:19 PM

    changes made.
    oh hello muffins.
    i came home that night.
    a bed a tv and just a table.
    my mum's impromptu decision in renovating.
    oh i have a new door knot.
    ive yet to unpack.
    the walls are painted with fresh white paint.
    i feel so home-ly.
    and yes in five days,
    muffin's arriving.
    im gonna dye & cut my hair next week.
    im going to nap.




    Friday, July 13, 2007, 12:50 AM

    Friday 13th
    Happy Anni, nuh.
    No1 taking all my nonsense.
    (this is enough to make you a sweet-ling)
    No2, give in to me like mutha fucking lots.
    No3, digging out time to look for me even if it's for awhile
    so many more, i dont think i'll ever finish typing.
    thanks honey, i know im like the worst shit on earth and i give like hell lot of nonsense. thanks for being such a sweetheart. i love you. i dont care how hard it takes, i'll change to be the best for you.
    c=


    aud's bdae celeb;

    four good frens.
    who thinks each other have the ability to eat alot.
    we just keep saying
    'order la, look nice eh. small only wat'

    aud's fav, eeeeks.

    bloody crazy san bo!

    u tell me, 4 people where got eat so much. and we had 2 bowl of rice each. that crazy bitch suggested to share but miscommunication. madness, we ate so full and we kept laughing which almost cause us to puke. i got choke a couple of times thanks to audrey and her fucking funny humor. omg i so love her.
    so we head to taka, to chill and slack since it was like a mil yrs since we had a meet up like this.

    skinny shit, wind blow will fly i tell u

    got handsome guys somewhere la.

    Some for fun i wanna take picture pics.

    our forever hard-working nagging mother.
    j: how many years you wanna smoke, so smelly. quit la.
    me: wah lau u wan say how many yrs.

    the stand alone pics.

    forever on phone talking to bf want leh.



    so i had the greatest day with them.
    i was so reluctant to meet them.
    haha, lazy la.
    i had fun.
    more to come.
    okay i promise.






    Wednesday, July 11, 2007, 2:46 AM

    masquerade
    lets have one.

    then i'll tell you, how im feeling.

    compo of emotions.
    you have no idea;




    Tuesday, July 10, 2007, 2:03 AM

    lets kick the complication.

    ilu,b




    Sunday, July 08, 2007, 12:45 AM

    so its the o7o7o7 day.

    you know if lesbianism is legal,
    i would consider marrying on this day.
    its fucking nice.

    i see many annis and i see many flashbacks.
    well well.

    so its o8o7o7.
    which is my dearest best fren's bday.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SILLY WHITE LOVELY SHIT!AUDREY!!!!
    she's one of the few i love and love most.
    we use to talk day and night.
    seeing each other every noe and then.
    yet cause of r/s we have only catch up a once in a few months.
    still, we never fail to talk about anything under the sun.
    i love you bestfren.
    and i do miss you so god damn much!!!kisses.


    bad thoughts
    recently there are ten thousand and one not very good thoughts on my mind.
    and thank god someone close confide in me over the same issue.

    whether its good or bad,
    lets just let fate decide.
    but i hope we do and will know that certain things are better kept untouch.
    and about some other issues ive been watching.

    why is it that we can fall so quickly in love.
    and just the other day someone can go on and on
    about how much they adore you.and the very next minute.
    someone new come across.
    the love can fade and end its chapter.
    why is it that things that already close
    can start anew by a very simple laugh or a convo.
    is it just love/fate or just being selfish.

    i feel so love-freak.
    ha.


    cut-offthoughts;
    and so what a fucking great date to say oh hello.




    Saturday, July 07, 2007, 1:37 PM

    today's gona be a beautiful day,
    thats for having a wonderful night.

    wasted a friday nau-ing my ass at home.
    and then dinner cum supper with dc and aj and love,
    to solve my craving, pungol nasi lemak.

    fuck i have so many cravings.
    jus wanna eat until i explode.

    heading home with love since its o7/o7/o7
    no laa, coincidence.

    my room smells like milo,
    smartness you know.
    nuh la, she knows i will walk right thru the bloody cup
    and she still left it on the floor.
    make for her and she still calls me dumb.
    haha, bloody retard.
    okay, i shant complain she's sweet enough to accompany me.
    ha

    my house is now peaceful and quiet.
    yet i miss that sweetheart of mine.

    okay ive to head to town to meet aj for a gd boys day.




    i like to say morning, baby!
    thanks love.




    Wednesday, July 04, 2007, 11:54 PM

    Deja vu

    When you're lost in the woods, you look up the stars and see the reflections. It may not be what you set out to see but somehow the formation would rest your mind in peace. Cause of the familiarity you see in it.

    days of my life.
    projects are killing me.
    driving's eating my legs up.
    i want more time for my baby.

    everyday i see you, doesnt mean i dont miss you.
    i do.




    Tuesday, July 03, 2007, 2:43 PM

    And every time i close my eyes, i thank the lord that i've got you. And you've got me too. And every time i think of it, i pinch myself cause i don't believe it's true. that someone like you loves me too.
    to think of all the nights, i've cried myself to sleep. you really ought to know. how much you mean to me, it's only right that you be in my life right here with me

    i love you.





    1:53 AM

    Insane Madness In Love.

    enyak; says: if ure really a big fly, i will open my mouth and eat u.
    enyak; says: at least i dun have to share.
    enyak; says: im selfish!

    i so fucking love my gf!

    Imagine me and you, you and her.
    There's this rule that says 'dont touch my ex'

    I blog-hop.
    I came across many friends going with friends.
    Is the circle of us to small.
    or do we tend to fall for someone who we confide in.
    I dont know if you get where im coming from.

    I dont think its wrong but it aint right either.
    Okay, its true how we cant stop who we fall for.
    But the thing is, falling for your friend's ex.
    I mean if its like 2 - 3 years fine.
    A few months.
    That being betrayed feeling.

    Its a fucking no for me.

    Friends or r/s.
    Come to think of it,
    Who can you trust.

    Its fucking true how sometimes,
    Its just our hearts we cant trust.

    That leads to how long can a clique of friends last.
    When there's a mixture.
    There will be a r/s somehow in the clique.
    And after breaking up.
    Whether its sour or not.
    How do you remain friends.

    Hmm, Im not saying anyone in particular.
    Just wondering whats right and wrong.
    Maybe there're just no right or wrong
    When issues messes with the heart.

    c=

    fuck im tired, i swear this entry is abit here and abit there,
    LOL




    Monday, July 02, 2007, 4:31 AM

    big fly;
    baby,
    you have become my addiction,
    i'm so strung out on you.


    ynamynamuoytraeh




    Sunday, July 01, 2007, 3:21 AM

    so transformer it is.

    i like my baby, i love my baby.
    that sweetling entertains me through-out my
    cut off time from movies.
    no ne ever bothers to do that.
    see, i can only concentrate for 10-15 mins
    every now and then.
    what would i do w/o her.

    she's sound asleep.
    i feel weird w/o her on the phone.
    since its like a everyday thing we talk til 4 plus 5.

    but im happy she's aslp.
    i miss you girl.

    oh i swear cabs are running out in spore.
    we spend dunno how long waiting for one.
    k,jj,dc,aj were the best helpers.
    and finally uhn-b got a cab.

    i love my friends.

    oh we played pick-up sticks in town.
    muahaha.

    i feel so loved today.
    still the pmsing is there.
    knn, wanna come come la.
    alamak.
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