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    that point of time;
    Saturday, September 29, 2007, 7:47 AM

    GO FUCKING WATCH THIS.
    HILARIOUS

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvU0v-9ahtQ

    hahahha.
    funny.
    okay til i know how to load.




    3:51 AM

    i just ordered mac, im starving.
    1.30 hrs time.

    facebook shall accompany me.
    and the thoughts of hot cakes.
    tasting it, shall keep me awake.

    and a girl on the phone
    telling you how much she's hungry too.

    dc's jealous so she's tugging herself straight into bed.
    hehehe.

    mac ka gin la, i hungry!




    Thursday, September 27, 2007, 4:25 PM

    im looking forward for this night.
    but there's a part of me missing.




    Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 3:27 AM

    I say, dont sleep tonight.

    negligence, we often overlook.
    and when it flashes our face.
    no matter how much you predict.
    you feel a thing or two.


    'clear your own mess'
    what if i cant do what im told to.

    i told myself a thousand things.
    'if' that bloody word.
    'i would' another self-bluff word.


    im sorry, i cant.




    Monday, September 24, 2007, 12:30 AM

    'hahahaha'

    '***'
    stunts,
    both heads turn.
    for that one two three seconds.
    i got reminded of three steps.

    oh ya huh,
    im still unhappy.
    i cant seem to accept it.
    come to your senses, kayne.

    add the E in, perhaps you'll be happier.

    still my daily dosage hits a combo.

    i love you very very much.




    Sunday, September 23, 2007, 2:56 AM

    Friends.

    im really not the kind to send a msg
    and go '' hey i miss you'

    maybe i am, but i guess certain closeness has to be there.

    im not being random, my long due thoughts of blogging this.
    and here i am.

    i was friendster hoping.
    and i came across one two three or maybe more friends.

    and then i look back at pictures.

    there was one in particular.
    where i clearly remember the days, those close days.
    to that someone i cleared the air with.

    and its seriously true that it is weird to go 'hey xxxx, i miss you.'
    and then more random thoughts.

    its like the a & d.
    where there's a huge pillar between both.
    running both sides aint just tired for today and now only.
    it gradually moves til the point of 'fuck im so sick of this shit'
    still, im not saying the concern cuts off from then and there.

    its different now.
    time are just like spend on this one or lets say in small
    of closeness.
    no longer the huge amount where everyone goes 'i dont care about school or work tml, lets just chill'

    it slowly changes that you dont feel.
    you hardly even notice.
    you should know by now how oblivious i can get.

    to that one above, you're clearly being miss.
    its hard now, like how we use to say it would be.

    it was a rough patch on the whole.
    how certain changes cause the a & d.
    the laughter and so on.

    how could you not miss.

    lets move on to another.

    the point where you blabber on and on about everything.
    and you turn sides when tides change.
    probably you're just changing info.

    but the thing is.
    you have to rem you add on.

    i dont blame, in fact i understand.
    but how come, i cant dial and say 'hey where you.'

    and i guess the last ordeal came shooting too fast.
    from everyday til now i dont see.
    okay maybe some.

    when im uptight,
    i just hope to rewind..
    everything.
    maybe just the 3 at vivo.
    maybe the 4 at td.
    maybe the 5 at mac.
    maybe all.

    this time round im scrolling the phone book,
    hmmm.




    Saturday, September 22, 2007, 4:51 AM

    todays a bit not the friday but a sunday.

    yeah i spend the entire day in my room.
    ahahaha.
    besides cooking lunch and er buying snacks for
    that never-full-baby-of-mine

    the smartest way a girl can get me outta bed.
    when she whines about how wonderful crackers and chocs are.
    besides playing the newest yet im alr bored of game.

    we watched 24 which is damn shiok.
    but i cant watch it til she reappears at my place.
    we're still at session 1!

    i miss her irritable existence.
    anw she has been eating my cooked food.
    and she's happy, i hope.

    so its still porridge.
    i havent fully recovered.
    so till then porridge.

    its such an expensive habit to have her here.
    but anyway she had the first bus ride to my house.

    im down with 30bucks for tml.
    with a flat ez link
    and a 4 ciggs left.
    when im not done smoking for the day.
    im broke.

    'go think about what we should do tml'
    er.

    let say if i get the car we go for rides and eat cup noodles,
    how sweet.
    if not.
    er.
    24? game? td?
    haha.

    this a long entry.

    save me la.

    tml
    qi- working
    link- celebrating mooncake festival (hahahaha)
    dc- busy
    aj- resting
    bj-working
    k-busy

    damn.
    i have busy friends.

    tell me what to do besides movies and chilling and clubbing on a sat night!?




    Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 2:37 AM

    TEP's over!
    (fyi: tep is a stupid school attachment)

    i took cab home after the last presentation.
    slept my way through.

    nuhnuh: what time you want me to wake you up.
    me: 2, i will be hungry by then.

    okay so when the clock strikes 2,
    someone happen to have alr sneak in my place.
    with a bowl of porridge and wantons.

    at 2,
    a kiss on the cheek.
    how sweet?

    she always does what she promise.
    i'll make porridge when you're sick.
    and she did.

    what did i do to deserve this.

    i melt k, i seriously did.

    she's not my neighbour, she stays pretty far away.
    but she never fails to make me happy.
    or at least she tries her small ways too.

    speedy recovery, kayne.


    guys still doing tep: hahahah.
    oh ya, ultimate terror,
    shit in 2 & a half weeks.
    baby's turn.

    and fuck not this time man.

    =)




    Tuesday, September 18, 2007, 1:18 AM

    scar or car?

    me: buy a cheaper car eh, then we can have 2 cars?
    me: just buy a cheaper want la, bm no good.

    mum: go laser your tattoo, i will give you my car.

    me: siao, you serious?

    mum: you get rid then say.

    nnbcb, you tell me
    you will meh? not fake what the scar.
    not pain what.



    fuck, when you're not around
    who's gonna twirl those tissue to stuff it in my nostril.
    nobody does it as funny as you do.
    that sounds wrong, laughs.

    fuck, when you're not around
    who's gonna dry my ah-beng-eeeyur hair.
    nobody does it as good as you.


    Just pack your bags & move in with me please. =)




    Sunday, September 16, 2007, 2:44 AM

    Buy Two Get One Free.

    my soul seems to wonder away sometimes.
    the most recent.
    i havent been pleasing myself.
    perhaps i should try to.
    but theres much to it than just wanting to.
    i have a disorder recently.
    i seem to be carrying more than just a bag-pack.
    i have a human size dummy.

    so its the as usual 'ming tian hui gen hao'

    fyi.
    im not running low on love.

    its just kayne's lost again.




    Friday, September 14, 2007, 5:40 AM

    parking fine.

    the playground the swing, i love.
    as for today, no car, no fine.

    i have weak legs.
    i have a thing for people who stands like that.
    i forced her to, haha.
    me: say you love me, i dont care.
    her: ....
     obviously i dont do such stuff.
    my dearest bf and her gf.
    let me clarify. best fren & gf.
    uh-huh



    oh wells.
    as usual u know i wouldnt let pictures talk alone.
    i feel so past-haunted

    you know everyone have this thing in them,
    this one things that keeps things going.
    ive lost mine.

    okay im speaking alien language.
    argh.

    happy anni nuh nuh,
    i just wish i was good enough for you.
    still, i love you.




    Wednesday, September 12, 2007, 3:51 AM

    i cant sleep.
    every 5 to 10 mins im up and checking.
    and each time i do that unknowingly
    it just a reaction i cant stop.
    if only i have ghostly footsteps.

    i watch the eye close.
    the blankets thick and warm
    and few pats.
    a kiss on the cheek.

    and there goes another routine.

    each time,
    i have no words to describe.

    tellmetostop.




    12:59 AM

    Js no more.

    its different now.
    i hardly can remember how things use to be.
    im just glad things change.
    and now its understood
    how different perception can change feelings.

    its just learning too late.
    at least i did.

    blood. not water.
    i rather take your position,
    i just pray everything would be fine.




    Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 2:39 AM

    our friendly friend


    she loves to lick
    both, tell me im lucky.
    LOL
    she attempted to steal her.
    Boo
    'ive a problem, i cant handle'


    oautryskeodfi;




    Sunday, September 09, 2007, 4:29 PM

    A-M
    im losing too much blood.

    baby have become a permanent passenger on my left.and she probably gets all the crap.
    'wah lau turn right or left?'

    and obviously my frens sitting at the back gets a lil better treatment but still.

    ha, and oh ya dc read the street directory upside down.
    i think i traveled almost everywhere ytd.
    not forgetting how many wrong turns.cb.

    im leaving before my mum comes back and react to the *** i did and the petrol amt.

    u wait i learn the map and have an implanted gps in my mind. then we will have peaceful rides.
    i just park like within a 1 min.yes and between 2 car k.
    my props for role play.
    haha.
    its a lobster!
    celebration w dears.

    we were starving, this sweet lil dude full-ed us!

    and heres our kns dinner.

    clinic
    we the sick childs decided we havent chill for a long time.

    shes the worst human being alive.

    and heres our mother.

    ya she really need some glucose the sickest way to share a drink.
    like eeeyur.
    told you she need some!
    i was suppose to be high after this
    and after this sakae,


    there you go on my left, with your hand by my side
    and there you go asleep beside me.
    i cant help but to tell you,i dont wanna go a day w/o u.




    Wednesday, September 05, 2007, 3:45 AM

    Last-teen

    satisfied all my craving.
    but i want a birthday present.

    from myself to me.
    its sucha secret i cant share with you.
    til then, i'll say.

    im a happy confuse reluctant bruised fuckup kid.

    if you only can see the leg now.
    there's a big bump thats greenish purple,
    its fucking painful and im gg for check up.

    and ive a test tml, fuck


    h/b enyak! ha.
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