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    that point of time;
    Sunday, December 30, 2007, 3:42 AM

    coincidence. accidentally.

    i met several.
    okay anw.
    we swoop phones by accident.

    when you say ' put everything in my bag?'
    the ingenious way of being kayne
    is to grab anything of yours seen-able in your bag
    i remind you again seen-able.

    and thats when her phone didnt end up in her bag.
    so well being the good guilty me,
    my phone is with her.

    how cool.

    i hate doubts.
    maybe cause i use to do things so hidden.

    well so and then.

    lets say coincidence.

    weeha.




    Saturday, December 29, 2007, 4:32 AM

    Late Xmas Post

    Frosty the snowman.
    it resembles me.


    this year i was at home when you guys did the 10,9,8,7,6...
    this year, i receive something special.

    you see for the past 3 days before xmas.
    i was busy, i felt neglected.
    i felt like someone rip apart outta me.
    simply cause, a missing figure.

    it was then xmas.
    i realise.

    how a surprise.
    means a
    surprise.

    anw.
    this year, on the dot 12 am.
    i kissed her.

    thank you, my love.




    Friday, December 28, 2007, 1:57 AM

    DO YOU EVEN FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING!
    DO YOU EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME?

    fuck.




    Monday, December 24, 2007, 7:38 AM

    MY xmas - havent slept!

    okay im not up doing my efs (core module) proj
    neither am i up wrapping xmas gifts or sewing.
    ha.

    well, gossip girls seems to be far morre interesting.
    and the only reason i could resist the first few epis
    was my fucking school life.

    so lets say we worry about my school work when festive season end.

    and and,
    if my proj mates view this,
    they're gonna kill me.

    ha.

    oh goodmorning.




    Saturday, December 22, 2007, 4:33 AM

    Xmas wish.

    mine goes a long way back.

    i cant deny, i cant admit.
    not because i dont want to.
    i dont know.

    the things im sure about, slips away.
    the things im uncertain about, say hi.

    you see there are not just two sides to story.
    but many other.

    you know how i use to say.
    i use to play with crayons and it freaks me
    cause now i play with matches.

    i feel lost at times too, i feel so uncertain, insecure and many other.
    but who's there to listen.

    every minute im worrying it affects.
    every minute your burden seems heavier than mine.

    so who am i to tell.

    i look perfectly fine.
    i dont cry, i hardly can.

    but when i dont, its worst.
    the tears flow but you dont see.

    when i do, please tell me
    who's there?

    no i dont need words, i really dont.
    i need a figure, i need you.




    Wednesday, December 19, 2007, 3:55 PM

    Should i wake up today or tmr?

    Did i mention my girlfriend elbow me?
    my nose bled, that day.


    Did i mention i have butterflies in my stomach?
    for the entire week.


    Did i mention i miss my friends?
    but i dont know who im missing.


    i shall just go back to bed.




    Sunday, December 16, 2007, 5:00 AM

    One MUTHA FUCKING Week
    Thank god, its weekends.
    and this week's a little special.
    two of my bestest friends birthday.
    (which drain my entire pocket!)

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOTH OF YOU! many many love!

    fri - linkie-winkie boy bday.

    PAY BACK TIME!

    HAHA, i still cant get over it.

    the very wonderful people!


    we were like so tired, after those fucking weeks of indv proj, test, grp proj.like fucking finally.just this weekends, proj meeting starts mon.
    grrrr.


    my INSANE-LY MAD CRAZY BEST FRIEND!
    deb's bday celeb- Timbre

    roasted duck, superb

    laughs, i swear i look super happy! (like advert)

    i wonder why everyone can just eat pizza and be full.
    my mini burger!

    beers & cigg & a very long table.

    my big eyes monster.

    eliza.

    my cup noodle companion!

    the 3 crazy step sisters. 1-10 but i refuse to put all so here's 10! ha.

    that bloody game.

    poor kane! haha.

    basket!

    haha classic!

    what a weekend! the weekly updates.

    my shampoo yours, everyday please?




    Wednesday, December 12, 2007, 2:45 AM

    Fuck, Fail, Fuck

    at this point of time, on a normal day im perfectly fine.

    Not today Not tml, Not any day this week or the past few weeks.

    Im tired, Im tired, Im fucking tired.

    Project submission on thurs and fri.
    Fri one have not been touch, Thurs one is on my fucking comp.

    I have no brain cells left to generate anymore Good Proj Work.

    Fuck tml class at 8!

    Im jus trying to remind myself here, fuck.




    Saturday, December 08, 2007, 11:35 PM

    MIA

    i miss my sister, her missing existence have made the house
    quiet, she use to be the only existing soul at home.
    8 days without her, thanks to hong kong and korea.
    fucker.

    ive been doing proj, 2 this 2 weeks.
    and my 2 week holi, i have 3 proj.
    how cool.

    except for ytd, golden compass (er, you might not want to watch) with boys.
    and today nuaing my ass with her at home.

    other than that its proj, sleep.

    i think ive been clearly accepted in the
    club that states : 'i like to stay at home'.

    haha, ya you wait.
    i'll be back when im free.

    all over again, love.




    Sunday, December 02, 2007, 1:51 AM

    So
    we celebrated janice's birthday ytd.
    some jap rest down taka.
    and then balcony.
    i dont have any pics cause they refuse to use
    a sony phone 3.2mp, rather a camera.

    TO day
    we plan to stay at home until
    my dad decided to swop cars.

    so we had no plans.
    until the craving for duck porridge
    at PP ( pasir panjang)
    i so can rem how to go there, finally!

    kent ridge park!

    i seriously like to bully her

    her ghostly hand

    i swear it looks freaky.

    dont doubt me.

    Holland V
    the chop-chop ice cream place (cold rock)
    peanut butter + raspberry sorbet ice cream + tim tam (the choc bis thingy watever the spelling) + waffle

    baby's kiddy-size ice cream.

    super good la.
    now u know why im so fat.

    favourite girl
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