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    that point of time;
    Monday, July 28, 2008, 6:37 AM

    being heavily dependent on one's love,
    can it be good or bad.
    we always pick up the pieces when we call out next.
    but how many times can 'next' appear.

    can friends cover the whole package we need?
    and how do we balance when we simply just cant leave without one.

    i know i will be alone one day.
    probably for a year, 2 or so.
    how will i walk that street knowing im all alone.

    my friends, i have.
    but how often can they give their personal life up for me.
    they have their own to care about.

    after the relationship hits a year,
    you often get more afraid.
    i dont believe in forever.

    all the heartbreaks, carried-on love.
    have i prepared enough for the next fall.

    or would i be suicidal worst than before.
    they say expect the unexpected.

    but if i did, i wouldnt still be with her right?

    i'm jus thinking.
    when would i be walking alone,
    its been 8 years.

    will it be refreshing or hmmmm.

    b, wake up and talk to me.




    Sunday, July 27, 2008, 3:18 AM

    batman twice.

    i woke up at 12pm that day to go online jus to get a picture.
    'mummy you going ikea right? i want the alligator!.'
    and yes muffins jealous, she stuck her butt at my face.
    mum cant stand my shoes all over her store room, so now its in my room.
    rest assured, im still not throwing any away!
    that friday, baby slept in my room while i chuck all my clothes away.
    amazing huh, my closet is still not empty.

    Today
    the tempura suck. i was so full, i could puke.
    everyone brings popcorn to theater,
    my girlfren created her own starbucks 'popcorn'.

    since i watch batman w link and so on,
    i, paid back watching it agn.

    still, its goood.

    'enlighten your burden'




    Friday, July 25, 2008, 3:16 AM

    wild chase.

    after 2 years,
    i still dont rem which toothbrush i use.

    cus every time mum changes the brush she ask me.
    'dont use the wrong one, you know which is yours'

    and i will ask
    'which one, the left or right'

    today,
    im still asking ma, which one is mine?

    im blogging to remind myself (right one, white base)

    thank you




    Thursday, July 24, 2008, 1:36 AM

    Math

    mum says ' its not a bout the money, we have to do something about this'

    let me draw it out for you.

    i eat out every meal every day for the past many years.
    now,
    lets just say kayne doesnt eat alot, doesnt cab a lot a day.

    20 on both lunch and dinner, 15 on cab, 15 on cigss.
    no joke 50 a day, 7 days a week.
    lets pretend im single

    put it this way,
    my friends cant eat out with me all day.
    my gf cant stay with me all day jus to make sure i dont eat alone.

    its selfish to a point that, i think she no longers eat at home

    sometimes i wish we 3 people can sit and have a decent home cook meal.

    i wonder, if this time we'll work things out.




    Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 4:34 AM


    Still Busy, Still Projs!

    Link, Wei And Qi, Ive been seeing them 7 days a week for the 4th week now.
    We're so bored of each other.
    wei, singing.
    qi, psp
    link, as usual
    my, temper

    Qi house.

    mj, the need to distress. pizza as usual always at qi's


    Entre's Brief Adverts.

    main actor link, inspiration jus by looking at link. guess? ha.

    Jap Rest Behind School

    fucking straving, made the best. i didnt even know it exist. not nice but hungry.

    Vivo


    finally a 6 months once lunch w mum, ha.
    the foods good, affordable and salty.

    Cruise

    ya i know, again.

    i ate dont know how many meals that night,
    and how many serving.

    busy, still busy.




    Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 6:21 AM

    i wish i had the guts you have,
    the guts to hold my hand while i let go and run.

    not many have that,
    am i blind not to see that,
    its just right here in front of me.

    =)




    Monday, July 14, 2008, 5:31 AM

    i have to remind myself,
    that i have a heart.

    in a good way.




    Thursday, July 10, 2008, 3:07 AM

    Busy week.

    it's not that easy creating a company financial statement,
    not so easy trying to balance time.
    3 submission next week, one test.
    tensions hit up! stress, angers.
    ha.

    anw here's the week.

    THE clique.

    if you saw the way jamie ate 3 pratas, 1 fried rice and satays. you will run away. haha, wei 'i thought i have big appetite until i met you!' all the late night food after class.

    the bunch of idiots in class, psp, ipod, sleeping ar.

    lol and this is what happen when projects are bombing! all we know is eat and eat.

    coffee club after a 6 hours being in spins! doing proj and proj! our multi plug!

    Wii @ cathay!

    lol, fucking fun!

    haha, juan and i! haha. okay fine its not the sensor!

    baby u suck, ur bowling. damn!

    muffin cuddling w me when i woke up. aww.

    haha classic!

    back to projects.

    b, we'll have fun soon ya! baby!




    Wednesday, July 02, 2008, 4:09 AM

    when your skin, brushes against mine.
    there's no anger, jealousy, hate.
    its just you and i.

    i dont wanna pause that moment,
    lets just re-create.

    i just like being around you,
    i wish sundays didnt exist.
    i really do.

    after a year.

    me,
    still as madly in love with you
    always been more, never been lesser.

    you?




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