backwards

2010-06-10T17:37:00.000+08:00

you know i thank god today i decided to go ahead and see like after months of not bothering.
dont you dare gloat in my face, you even have the cheek to say things like that.
you have no idea what mess you did.
you have no fucking idea how torn apart i am.
seriously,
you went on as if you made no mistakes,
fine you still get annoyed that im upset.
fine, above all you can say shit things like this.

damn you seriously.

for all the shit you put me through, for all the fucking shit you did to me.
and to think of the fact that i went on and stay on.

its like one morning you took my freaking life away, you dont see no wrong.

go fuck yourself.

2010-06-09T20:32:00.002+08:00

why don't you just take my life.

2010-06-08T18:54:00.003+08:00

you see, my methods sucks for you but i've been trying all you loud ass method and im so sorry it doesn't work for me. so im asking as a friend, to let me do what i'm best at doing. because i cant be stuck here any longer, i've lost myself and to prove i've been fine i've been living in you guys words.

let me be kayne, because i'm best at that.

2010-06-08T17:11:00.002+08:00

it seems like i'm naked.

it seems you've rip a part of me.

it seems you never would return.

not you but give me, me.

i can walk ten thousand yards.

i can sing till the cows come home.

i could draw you an artwork.

but what could you have done?

for you dont bother but yourself.

and i have to understand,

this has to stop for you are dead.

2009-08-13T02:37:00.003+08:00

Couch Potato!

i dont know if i should give this blog up and do it all on tumblr.
haha, but im use to this.

i gave a $12.50/hr job away, beat that.
im so lazy to even move my ass, great.
claire has started work and i think by the time her job end
which is about a month,
i would be photoshop PRO!

self learn and thats the only thing that keeps me busy.
and of cause,
The Mentalist.

i just wanna be a couch potato.

2009-08-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

go get urself a tumblr!

2009-08-06T18:19:00.002+08:00

tumblr is so fucking fun, just how do i use it?

oh okay so i realize ive done nothing for the past 5 months,
im literally empty and i hate myself becus i cant seem to wake up early
to call a recruit agency to ask for a job!

i still have no idea if i should work.
well, claire working, deb outta town, qi in army.

i think thats enough to tell you how bored i am.

im thinking of taking a nap. i feelt tired.

good morning and good night world.

2009-07-24T05:49:00.004+08:00

Sleep..

ive already sign up for tumblr, which is extremely fun.
then again i havent had the time to learn.

its been four months since grad
and ive done nothing but sleep at oddly hours.
even at 9am i count myself lucky.

i ought to blog more,
if not i wont remember anything this few months.

phuket and penang recently w the entire extended family.
we manage to spend our anni there, haha.

i cant help to think you were jealous.

she doesnt really like entertaining me.

sheryldine

its pretty good.

road side, but great

can u see the blue black i cant get over the fact that it was cause by a ten cent out of claire's pocket.

mr teo.

'friend'

everyone.

can u see the other wrapper?

owell, will and grace here i come.

2009-07-22T10:16:00.001+08:00

its like page 251.

2009-07-10T10:23:00.001+08:00

It's not like before,
I hate to be careful.
I miss having a comfort zone.

2009-07-08T10:40:00.003+08:00

michael jackson's death is a great loss to the world. with his unique personality, dance moves and songs, he is indeed the king of pop. i use to watch his live performance, those were the days where it was ld (laser disc) those nights where the entire family come together watching. a great entertainer, a great singer.

for his memorial.
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21134540/vp/31782901#31782901

2009-07-02T07:10:00.002+08:00

hell lots of fun.

i made new friends, will, grace and chuck.
and its been taking up so much of my time.
twisting my clock around, haha.

still, we did lots of rubbish since im back from macau.

mustafa, picnic, late night swimming at hilton and all.
i should remind myself how important reality is, ha.

im going to bed!

cant wait for phuket and penang baby!

2009-06-29T04:12:00.002+08:00

Macau again.

another time with human and food, too lazy today.

Venetian.

chuck chuck chuck,

im too lard for life.

2009-06-27T09:37:00.000+08:00

a sudden thought of you.

2009-06-16T17:24:00.012+08:00

the big two,
in a way.

we spend quite a huge amt, knowing claire she just
love to say 'okay buy.'

finally,

it turn out pretty good, we soaked it for an hour.

she, not cooking but making raw beef.

we had 3 big slices all with different seasoning.

im still amused by how i can multi-task.

her i-dont-know-what-the-hell mixture,

i dont like them, claire nibbled all of it.

she ate the while she cook, after she cook and when shes about to leave.

see! see who's eating whose food!

enjoyment of the night

to remind myself what colour nail polish she use, haha

it didnt look pleasing but..

ready to go.

im super proud of this!

and claire's for the first time, fucking good.

its hilarious, how i ate this and got red on my cheeks.

looking hungry.

that pretty much sums up our 2 yrs anni,
a very sweet celebration.

many more..

2009-06-16T04:23:00.001+08:00

i cant seem to post pictures, damn.
im back to being free.

=)

2009-05-19T05:16:00.002+08:00

some nights, i think its fine, some nights i dont..
what dont you have enough? i cant figure.

now, i dont and you'll never figure.

2009-05-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

mistakes, i outta all know the chance of repeating.
would honesty still be the way to lead?

honesty or you kidding me?

2009-05-10T17:57:00.003+08:00

jump;

this is life,
we've got to know how to live without.

2009-05-09T11:33:00.002+08:00

My unheard split personality.

i have no uderstanding to what i've been known,
what have been told or how much truth was there.
while I've been polishing ur name,
I've seem to be polluted.
I must have sound scary,
Because they're all cowards, scared.
Why?

Let's ponder;
Kids.

2009-05-08T20:40:00.001+08:00

A good friend of mine said,
'pain is inevitable, but suffering is a choice'
somewhere along that line.

Hell, true.

But here it comes,
Trying..

2009-05-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

i've seen that before,
just not ready to jump in.

2009-05-07T16:58:00.003+08:00

i trusted the wrong person.
and too much for the first time.

2009-05-07T03:49:00.001+08:00

im sucha fool, sucha freaking fool.
to think, to think i believe once.

2009-05-07T02:46:00.004+08:00

you ruin everything!
was it an understatement?

it takes months, years, decades to build trust, bonds, mutual understanding and it takes a mistake to tear it all apart.

2009-05-06T06:13:00.002+08:00

the delusion.

no, not you.

who am i kidding?

2009-04-28T07:56:00.002+08:00

a maths and one month doesn't tally.
i so wanna have fun.

that wont stop the rain.

2009-04-25T13:39:00.002+08:00

blog.

i still do exist. this holiday is like the extreme ends of best and worst. nothing fulfilling, definitely not working. school starting real soon and its quite a dread, considering the fact that i hardly move the last few months.

after the hardcore bridging, claire flying to perth for a couple of days. which is why i made my dad book a trip to hk. but the dates clashes and im not confirmed. if im not wrong kris would be in new york and later part deb in london. er so im contemplating on spending one or two days with linky in bintan jet skiing! who's in?

everyone traveling. so much for the dollar cent decrease.

for a really long time now, lets keep on going.

2009-04-17T18:00:00.002+08:00

has it change or do i not see that it does because till today i know there's fear and i still think i don't deserve this.

2009-04-12T19:10:00.008+08:00

3 yrs wait.

every 3 hours, lets go back to the hotel.
we meet 1 hour later then carry on.
haha.

people wake up at 8/9, we wake up at 11/12.
leave the hotel at 1 if you're lucky.

5th

mind me, i had to.

here we come.

now you know why,

we rather take a 900 baht ride than the average 400

after the hot cha tu chak

our celebration for kw 21st.

state tower

2

room service, 2 servings each.

their favourite

thai friends we made.

i miss this .

the cheapest ever.

got link high enough to count to 79 and thinks
sexy links to thai.

3

the tuk tuk

and the other.

haha, boys hate platinum mall.

but love donuts.

and guess who we bump into

the big feast.

and we enjoyed.

our beng bodyguard.

by day 3

4

fuji.

our shopping bags.

waiting for 530.

and our 1000baht ride.
big comfy and worth the price.

hong kong next people!

15 bucks,

redang, hong kong.

2009-04-10T05:45:00.001+08:00

thailand and back

2009-03-30T03:25:00.002+08:00

airport,

the number of times i travel there
a month is unbelievable, seriously.

my parents, as separate entity ha.
travels so frequent that i lost count.

they fly like alternate weeks.

mum went shanghai for 10 days back today,
dad leaving for kl for 7 days,
my turn to bangkok for 4 days,
the following day mum goes to Jakarta for 4 days.

im going to the airport at 615am this wed,
great.

i have a new toilet roll wrap;

2009-03-24T03:16:00.004+08:00

holidays.

which is one that awfully suck becus,

my frens have diverted their love for me to life goals.

ha,

deb has transform into some explorer of the planet earth,

kane a hard core workaholic,

juan, artist in an extremely good way.

kris, along the edge of joining kane.

and if i go on the list,

i will probably piss myself.

ya, life! have only two choices,

basically you work or study.

and seriously i dont wanna drag you out of your motivation,

but i miss the damn good old times.
now its like an individual meet ups.

becus time seems like the hardest thing to deal. holiday also means that i get endless time with claire, watch all the movies, cook, read, talk, plan for trips.
i cant complain cause in a weird way im enjoying it.

also, in a bad way.
im a dog watcher, a full time baby sitter.

but im still happy.

how can time be enough?

2009-03-16T06:40:00.002+08:00

hell below.

they say the Sun's lowest point of the year is 23rd December.
and just for 3 days.

09's not my year,
it has been a couple of months.

and there still is?

2009-03-08T02:54:00.003+08:00

the morning that cost me 8 bucks.

im beginning to like the fresh air in the morning.

the morning glow.

every story has two sides.

which would you choose?

how cool.

lets set a time, like how i always do.

2009-03-02T10:12:00.002+08:00

i saw you,
when no one else could.

2009-02-26T16:55:00.001+08:00

im sick of mac, and im glad its over.

2009-02-21T05:36:00.005+08:00

feb.

cant we just grad tonight?
we watch saw through the night, when our paper due at 9.

anyway, the day you're suppose to 'love'.
13, 14th a double celebration.
20 months, god that must have killed you.
ha.

it was a secret and i did this
'we eat so little, i dont believe we can spend 500 plus at APS'
and i blew it.

clairence neo.

as good as it gets.

choc are the only thing better than sex,
um...

happy valentine, my dear.

i almost seat on it, ha.

thank you, uve never fail to surprise me.

lets rewind, recap;

2009-02-15T21:25:00.002+08:00

so quiet now,
and i wish time would stop for me.

time is all it takes, isnt it?
the longer it is, the more you lose.

could this be karma, or an unexpected event ive already expected.
like they say
'no matter how much you expect it, you will never be prepared.'

who said that anyway.

2009-02-08T06:10:00.006+08:00

ALL Reunion Dinner,
an excuse to feast!

i received a letter from HSA and Immigration Authority,
damn it.
just for blood donation and moving house.
scare the fuck out of me.

ha.

couples looking extremely weird.

what do you see?

buns, fucking good buns.

hungry people

butter prawns

Island Creamery

girls,

i think they slurp the whole damn thing

classic

candid!

Sop's House

girls should learn from Janice,
ultimate house wife.

since we were kids.

i swear they're nuts.
'HUART AR!!'
'TONIGHT WIN MONEY!!'

what happen to good health?

my dream weight.

i cant love what ive loved before.

2009-02-07T07:43:00.001+08:00

just like you;

but unlike this,
im keeping you for a very long time.

i love you.

2009-02-01T01:44:00.004+08:00

what revolution Wikipedia did to us?
what Education does to kids?

jeremy says:
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jeremy says:
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they change our world, we Pedia to do projects.
&

we become kukus!

2009-01-31T03:40:00.002+08:00

NUTS For,

greedy as i am.

my weakness

must for mj

best fit

you.

gong xi fa cai.

2009-01-23T04:41:00.003+08:00

HELP!

6 projects, left 3.

30% test finish.
100 times in town, one bag and jeans and boxers only.

one tired, friend.

2009-01-18T03:54:00.002+08:00

one thousand and one thing.

i rather drag my ass to ikea.
then measure and wait for things to be 'custom made'

anw i drop mum's idea on buying a new bed,
im too lazy to shop for one.

table and 'moses' chair

she's hoping my 'peaceful' wall and 'moses'
change me

she screws with me, ha

its like a cinema.

2.30 hours to 7am.

2009-01-14T01:56:00.003+08:00

a Peek

its like i told them to change and they said okay.

2009-01-10T04:47:00.002+08:00

Bills

you know what,
im gonna do myself a favour.
im sick of paying 200 bucks a month on phone bills.
and for the past 6 years ive been doing that.

next month, max 150 bucks.

oh fuck,

imsickinthehead.

2009-01-05T02:09:00.004+08:00

pictorials of the new year.

my girlfrens 21st.

when was the last time five of us took a picture, ha.

claire's girlfrens 19th.

i lost count.

new year dinner.

let's welcome the year
with a bowl of shark fins.

Ps. Cafe
new year breakfast with mr chua.

i have yet to plan my future,
must i?

2009-01-02T03:42:00.014+08:00

2009

2008 fantastic, great, so fucking good.
i cant seem to let it go.

may the good times show, im leaving them all behind.

1. JAY's Concert

2. Beauty World

Cha Cha Cha

3. PS Cafe @ Dempsey
4. Walk Down CTE5. Bintan With Claire
awesome picture taken by claire

6. One Year Anni @ One Rochester

7. Henderson Wave

8. T&C Bracelet from love

9. First Attempt Ever

Cheese Cake

10. Claire's
19th @ Suburbia Sentosa

my love in love with her lobster.

11. Flown in M&Ms From Us

'Claire's' 'yours; kayne'

12. After Project Party
@ Saint James

13. Guitar Hero

14. Sunset Grill & Pub

fly by.

15. 20th @ Friends with love ones.

16. Blu @ Shangri-La

fantastic Wagyu beef

6 course Experience Meal

17. Timbre with Bitches

18. 20th with loves

19. Tourist @ T3

20. Macau Sky Tower

'i had guts'

family guts.

21. 4th Cirque Du Soleil @ Macau - Zaia

22. Singapore Bienale

find me.

23. Yangtze Cinema

24. Canele

25. Anni @ Prego

26. Sentosa Ludge

27. Halloween @ Toca

28.Ten Dollar KTV

29. Kane 25th
my biggie me.

30. Haji Lane

leave all your money behind

31. Mum's Birthday

32. Ice Skating

juan the skater.

33. Oosh @ Dempsey
Janice 20th

34. Marina Barrage

growing.

35. Taboo @ Pit Stop

36. Move for the 8th time

37. Deb's 21st

38. Blood Donation

39. Jewel Box

40. Xmas @ Home

41. Fondue @ Juan's

42. Second Count Down With Love

and dearest,
if it wasnt for you, it would have never been great.

let's begin 2009.

2008-12-30T06:51:00.002+08:00

Dearest

my only weakness is you

only reason is you
every minute with you
i feel like i can do anything.

i love you

2008-12-29T04:17:00.007+08:00

We Lard Together

mum says no turkey no ham no beef,
this year.

no party, no tree.
there's no kitchen, no space.
unless you find an area with my dusty boxes.

Macaron-sss
you know what,
stick to the boring ones.

just what my family did.

we moved in on xmas eve,
no such thing call, i had time to shop for presents.
mum says she will compensate by an ang bao

but she left for her trip the next day.

juan's

the 5 greedy pigs.

thank god no one stuck their tongue in,
i expected dc to thou.

dc made us ginger bread-man,
and being me i said i hate it.
which i do.

but it was really sweet,
the first home made one i recieve.

thanks dear.

like winter,
where people gather near the fire place

cheers people.

'drown him'

it wasnt a big ass huge countdown.
i have my love ones with choc,
all it takes, isnt it.

2008-12-26T02:56:00.007+08:00

merry christmas,
the time of the year again.

this house like a 'sleepy house',
everyone falls asleep here.

guess what i drop my iphone down
juan's basin full of water last night.

beside blacking out for awhile.
its still serving its purpose.

go get an iphone!

that day before dental,

jewel box with dad.

'economic crisis'

outlook

cant give you the face thou.

anw the food wasnt good, it was kinda awful

little variety.

the funny thing is that,
you dont see any locals eating, only tourist.

Door Shopping

door-man

they call it a food court,
in the middle of a factory.

thousand of flies,
mum say 'you never know, try'

its good really,
just that the insects are fucked up.

which door do you have?

factory.

check this out.
mum running out of an office in the middle of a factory.

i was hungry at 3am with mum in town.
so we bought pineapple rice back,
10backs.

and they really do deliver ten bucks worth of cash.

i still cant get over it.
no joke.

another christmas, meaning another year
with you.

2008-12-21T20:26:00.005+08:00

Blood Donation

lets share the festive season,
world vision has yet to send me anything.
great, i wonder what happen to my rice and flour.

anyway guys go for a blood donation,
it aint that painful.
seriously.

check for iron,
the straw that sucks your blood did sting a little.

i pity the santa i was squeezing.

the jab did hurt, for awhile.

just remember,
those that need this are probably suffering more.

dont worry,
after the jab, you feel nuts.
not a single bit.

i still think it was freaky to watch your blood flow.

i didnt think this sticker help.

poor santa.

the pills and refreshment i was given.

i went to zouk after this,
great just to suffer mambo!

seriously,
the radio kill, the radio star.

hahaha,
just kill me.

2008-12-19T05:17:00.008+08:00

Deborah Chia 21st

you know i seriously think i shouldnt waste money to get one.

since im gonna like get sick of it.might as well steal it from dc.

all packed for 2 nights.

sometimes i really pity claire.

check out the cup cake, not the bday girl.

lovely isnt it.

i think she thinks its cool

and i think she thinks its amazing. ha

ta-li-ban

road trip to have teh peng.

chess.

do you know contact lenses have words?

our frens busted us.
juan and us both were left with alcohols and words of wisdom.
ha.

just for awhile,
claire was about to go blind.

it doesnt help that she has a girl fren who smokes non stop
and have great frens who smokes the same.

'its like when you own a car'

alcohols for 7.

my new gf, kino.

my bloated-greedy fren.

check this out,
'similar interest, similar friends.'

haha, unglam

the 3 red bloated fucks.

the grumpy ninja and love.

goodnight folks.

2008-12-17T01:33:00.005+08:00

Boot Camp

i have bus intervals.
go out at 10am or 5pm
come home at 9pm or 2am

i'm frustrated.

Happy Birthday deb,
you old hack.

thanks for letting me bunk in.

Happy birthday jamie and link.
still havent reach 2 ar?

last bath at punggol,
i fucking miss you.

argh, my dog.
6 more days.

amazing isnt it, it flew into mum's room.

'oh no, i got caught'

my god,
an expression with a thousand words.

owell.

Shokudo - Hereen

B1, it wasn't crowded compared to the other one.
i heard.

im shock, its quite good.
reasonable.
big portion.

its a little too hard though,
but the service good, they were so alert.

happy anni b.

2008-12-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

Just Stand Up to cancer

'if your mind keeps thinking you had enough,
but your heart keeps telling you dont give up..'

cancer no joke, that i know.

2008-12-12T00:51:00.006+08:00

Taboo

i miss lying on bed with u,
b.

pitstop

16 bucks carpark.

toys.

pin-gu

lots of picture, not one familiar face.

lets start

taboo.
we laughed like mad.

'putch-putch yourrrrr hannd on thee .......'
'sensual, arouse?'

hilarious,
do it again!!

she hates it

rem the Eclaire days, frens.

eww

this is funny food, i call it funny food.

if another hour goes by i bet we might jus order two more side dishes.

the Milo that almost made me cough blood.

dont try this,
its brainless.
at least taboo fun, fun, fun.

cheese guys cheese.

there we go on tv.

im at woodlands,
im far far away.

2008-12-07T16:35:00.002+08:00

Outcast

no television, no scv, no radio.
instead i have boxes and boxes.

even if you know you wont wear, you just wanna keep.

mum say pick four,
'how to'

and i piss her off by
'jie, i want fret perry 6.5/7. nice shoes just buy k.'

ICAS- Test

busy us, real bad timing for me.

i have a big retarded friend.

i doubt i will blog till i settle somewhere.
2 days, out we go.
i have yet to decide where to stay for a week.

get off your seat and pack!

2008-12-07T03:52:00.002+08:00

im not what i thought i could be.

2008-12-05T02:43:00.006+08:00

here's my date.

canon really good, but the so-not anti shake's about to kill me.

finally we brought vivitar for a ride, thou one snap only.

2 universe combine.
thats why i told mama, i need a new cam.

can someone agree that they see faces.

i like the colour.

shutter.

self timer, or bad timer.

er, awkward.
she got sick of me snapping her.

see the enlarge, you should be bigger b.

bluee.

im glad and im sorry.

the dirty water.

i itched.

drips drops.

we tried to catch this, but we couldnt.

just one shot, im bringing this back.

i have really long hair.

im really drain out by late nights at mac.

im living in a place with much boxes and dust.

the rest are on facebook.

2008-12-03T00:50:00.007+08:00

we had a date,
marina barrage.
jus great.

and then the other day.

Oosh.

happy birthday janice.
quit asking me to quit smoke.

we've grown

finger food;

janice loves to order something new.
and she never learns her lesson.

stick with beer, you wont go wrong.

audrey, it's oosh!

we use to sit side by side everyday.

and you dont know how much they both annoy me.

bloody psychos

the mask, she picked up.

oh well.

another celebration

another happy day.

love,

there you go.

2008-11-30T03:32:00.000+08:00

maybe it will be alright.
they told me, i will be fine.

2008-11-25T03:15:00.005+08:00

Busy Busy Busy.

moving house is a fucking pain.
and it fucks up more when your projs and papers are flocking in the same week.

okay seriously, i see my mum more than ever.
till 6am all three of us are like drafting out floor plans.
measuring tapes all over, calculations 94, 80, 22 inches.

i havent took a single bus ride home, twice to school.
thinking that ive no time to waste.
ive been home since the weekends,
dragging claire along, attempting to pack.
but ended up half dead on my bed.

im tired, im worn out.

ice skating.

sore ankles.

thanks to juan, if not you probably will never see me skate

she keeps wanting to fall tgt.

ive a big issue, an insane gf.

who can ever look so good in such a position.
really good..

after that then pain.

Happy people.

thanks
for running everywhere with me.
packing my horrendous room while i drop dead on my bed.
i think im leaving the mess til you come tmr.

Dinner

i think thats the only tasty dish.

pasta mania do something.

Mr Bean

while we wait for everyone else.

cheers.

back to the wardrobe.

2008-11-23T03:46:00.003+08:00

love the weekends.

i went skating today,
my back hurts like a bitch.

i'll upload some other day,
theme hospital is calling for me.

i feel like i need a room mate, i get depress when i have to eat alone.
anyone keen on moving in on weekends?

mum's birthday.

the 'IN' Community Centre.
my dad say must support.

picasa likes to cramp up the pics.

its like 4 and im starving

god, i shouldnt have drank.

i wanna drive to eat nasi!

Actual Day

sorry mama, your kids forgot bout candles.

our midnight tradition lives.

she was like stuck in the car, 'air con' for the cake.

while i collect dog food.

mum says ' you dont touch the cake, let claire carry'

but like as you can see the intercontinental bag is twice her size.

the portion was like really small, i had to eat rice.

maybe i just eat too much.

dont you think it looks like muff's ...
happy birthday mama,

you're one special mum.

me ' mum happy birthday, without you we're nothing. i love you so much'

mum ' my sweet baby, that was when you're younger, now without you im nothing'

how sweet.

the cake we bought, was reallly good

but fucking sweet.

back to my game

2008-11-22T16:36:00.001+08:00

done deal.

2008-11-19T00:54:00.005+08:00

Haji Lane

lahooohooo.

a normal street, with the ablilty to ripe you broke.

walls, walls.

the whole street was up and down,

oh god, up and down.

if i can take this home,

thanks kris,

adorable,

if kane goes to haji lane, she will probably clip herself onto all the lovely walls.

'you sexy thing'

doesnt it remind you of 'jack and the bean stalk'

or bean sprout? ha

comfy thing

'do you like the heels or the bag'

'i like the heels, i like the bag also'

'then buy both'

'but...'

time's up, 2 1/2 hours.

we use to not shop together,

maybe we should just stick it that way.

theme hospital, oh yeah!

2008-11-17T03:42:00.000+08:00

give me a reason, just one please..

2008-11-13T01:29:00.007+08:00

House Party.

cranky couple, ha.

more tame.

'eliza, stop stop'
'no you must let me finish my story'
'wah si!'

(deb, can we have the pudding again?? pls..)

juan's hard work.
2 days, 2 freaking days.
i take my hats off.

sometimes i rather not drive, really.

Happy Birthday Kane.
it's been long and it always seems like ytd.

happy kid,
small girl.

hahaha.

handsome la.

Most active kid on earth, swear.

Actual Day.

fuck, im hungry.
this place good and cheap.

its so hilarious,
i did the cooking and swear i gave equal amounts.
but at the end you see claire's plate mount with food.

am i too fast or you're too slow dear?

cheers.

Ten Dollar Ktv.

No joke.

guess what, super unique.
our room was behind the kitchen.
classic.

your voice, gwad.

17th months.

and i still wonder.

why,

ARE YOU BLIND?

haha,

happy anni baby.

you just got yourself,
one fat lard.

im so not for ktv.

half the time i wonder
'what the fuck am i doing here.'

and i guess
half the time you guys were like.
'kayne, can you just shut up'
'you think i translator isit?'

am fucking busy,
renovations, change of address, packing.

i have yet decide.

2008-11-11T04:20:00.008+08:00

Whoo, finally.

kane's bday plus Haji Lane will be up another day,
im too dead for another 50 over upload.

Halloween.

Toca.

imagine me in that.

shots..

cmi.

Miss R and C

Scary & Fuzzy.

Happy Halloween.

Summer Breeze.

good food, music, company.

the hungry people.

self entertain kid.

classic, classic.

Crystal Jade.

'toothpaste'

'go kopitiam will die is it?'

just to eat duck noodle

Jeremy Bday, Summer Breeze.

again,

yeah baby.

emo kid.

the platter was gone within secs.

sw.

Happy Birthday Boy!
projects wouldnt be easy, without you.
Love you!

3 Cars.

smile, jamie!

just to pick, Mr Big Shot.
link.

3 drivers, one pdl.

ha.

bed time.

just to see you smile.

2008-11-03T03:36:00.002+08:00

mornings,
where i wake up smelling like us the night before, the pillow over flowing with your hair, scent.
your hands occasionally on my waist, my toe entangled somewhere warmth beneath your skin. your heat so dramatic, my thigh sweats. you quietly sneak your head back onto the pillow and legs tuck in the comforter but counting to five and i take them all back.

you're like a furnace,

2008-10-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

one way to look at it.
at least pain teaches, laughter doesnt.

2008-10-26T14:45:00.016+08:00

Sexy Day.

3 hours to upload and dl progs to sync camera to mum's comp. i miss my comp.
A weeks worth of pictures.

S'pore Biennale 2008, Yangtze Cinema, Canele, Prego & Steamboat.

Yesterday - S'pore Biennale'08.

my favourite, amazing. own world. marriage shot, im so hiring you, juan. what would i do without you three.

i love my friends, they break ordinary routines.

Good blowjobs.

im so amused by this, gourds that are shape to human faces.

'where i sleep, fuck and eat'

haha.

paint.

dont be fooled.

Yangtze Cinema - Scorpion.

You bet, it's once in a life time.
Seriously, it's not even soft porn only bloody nudity.
All they do is bathe and fight!
We must go back there! Watch the sexual content one.
Fucking hilarious how we sit so still, we laid like trash black bags to avoid any single direct contact w the chair. We literally lean forward the whole show with our elbows tuck nicely with our thighs. Gosh, no the nudity wasn't enough for us to see uncles with plastic bags and endless movement, but they all had plastic bags! Ha. poor uncle sitting right in front of us wouldn't be able to do anything becus we're like leaning forward unless he likes the thrill of four girls looking. Ha! I still can't get over the fact, that the show was 'no kick'.
Next week dears?

Thurs.

we come in a package.

Pampers Dog

my sister sew an old underwear becus we didnt have pampers. haha, i think dog pampers are adorable.

if you want a baby, go take care of a female dog during mense. my god, i have to wake up every 3 hours bathe her, change pampers, make sure she stop whinning.

Canele - with 3 girlfriends.

please do not eat there, nope not at all good.

after 8 years.

Prego - 16th Anni

baby you will be perfect if you allow me to buy more toothpaste and air fresher-ner! i love you.

Kovan Bread.

mum bought this, its fucking good. the kaya, peanut butter!

Impromtu Steamboat.

er, me and juan suffered from funny stomach.

four hours, finally.

2008-10-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

happily eating my banana bread with E! entertainment staring right at my face.

claire sings 'give me give me give me more!'

i didn't know which to give her.

owell

2008-10-20T01:28:00.002+08:00

6hundred post

The crisis, I think the age group around me is freaky, tt doesn't exclude myself. At least I know about the money-dollar depleting. Suprisingly, I doubt some have any knowledge. We spend the same, we still cab like crazy while our parents count their savings. We know, but what's the impact. We probably just try to keep studying to avoid employment till market meets in peak. Maybe they should start a subject about value of money or a module. People are like crunching their heads, newspapers have stories and news, it's so depressing to even read the news now or watch channel news asia. Still, I don't think most of us even know the seriousness in the decrease of wage or unemployment. Economic crisis, not affecting teenagers or what? Maybe we just always think we have a cushion to back us that being our parents. Still, when times are bad they are bad.

600hundred entries, 1 thought.

2008-10-16T10:17:00.003+08:00

claire just link me.

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

what say you?

bored.

2008-10-15T17:44:00.004+08:00

you see,

i like my job, i get to move my ass. stare at the comp for hours. prepare in depth details of the event ( an event im helping to organise, personal assistant okay!)

what kills me, is that being an old heritage building its located way up the hill. whether its windy, sunny or whatsoever. i reach looking like i just ran a marathon, everyone owns a car here.

15 mins to mrt, 30 mins to lunch. u sweaty shit.

i have to keep reminding myself that, 'quarreling with mother'
1. is in fact killing yourself from extra money cum allowance.
2. no car, dont even dream of asking.
3. claire for now shouldnt appear at my doorstep.

seriously what took me so long to realise that. and its all important to me, ha.

oh another thing,
i cant blog at home, my comps down and repairing. mum's comp? damn it.

anyway if i havent yet complained to you,
its hilarious.

beside my building national cancer sumth, in front of me SGH down the hill HSA.
and everyone stares at me each time i lit a cigg.

suicide note.

2008-10-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging w my phone, my comps at the service center.
Jus a short update,

Happy 16th anni b!

thanks for the retail therapy, I'm much better now.
thanks for loving me, standing by me.

2008-10-12T15:40:00.002+08:00

we bound to take for granted,
but what if i might just be the lesson.

2008-10-06T16:44:00.006+08:00

Sweet,Sweet.

sweet, pretty, love.
lets get married.

2008-10-06T04:08:00.004+08:00

forever?

realistically speaking, probably family blood line. 'love' comes and go, much relationships tells you that. 10 years, kidding me? i would wish, not believing. no plans, if you know me. its much of a nuisance, believing would cause utter disappointment and hurt. doesnt mean i dont see forever means i have any less love for her, right? thats just my thoughts, if love remains good for me but not believing it being in the crystal ball.

still, after a years its definitely stable and claire gawd, just move in with me.

o'well, im so bad at expressing.

2008-10-05T01:39:00.009+08:00

Fuckin' Stupid

just so you know i just threw what i wore today to the beach out into punggol rubbish chute. godamnit fuck, i put it in the toilet before sending claire home.

2 hours later, wanted to clean muffin's poo, then ' you throw rubbish, i clean her poo' and i was coughing away my dry throat.

followed by,
'you better quit smoking , your health is getting worst'

obviously to save my ass i gotta be smart and get out before the whole ciggies thing leads to money and cancer, so i conveniently took whatever plastic bags i saw in the toilet and out tossing it into the chute.

fuck seriously, hello 'kuku' knnyoufuckingstupid.

ikea

okay, i admit there's a big fat kid in me that makes me go gaga when i see all these.

not intentional, ha.

i swear she piss my pants off, baby can we get this also, baby should i get this.

she wants to have one white like the twin of mine, ha.

just for boxes we have to Q this mighty long Q.

Hv, ice cream.

where's Mr Khoo?

i suddenly have this crave and a craze for ice cream.

Sentosa.

the early birds.

the cha-pa-lang!

& for the sun.

boys becoming man.

the good of 3.

like affair eh.

nope, still you.

hit so hard for what.

impressing the ladies,

i threw you away, fuck.

cheese.

im carrying you, ok fine finally!

check out the positions, i dont know why but pretty cool.

look closer, the couples playing cuddling and i see lonely boy.

ya i miss bintan.

still in our own world.

after monsoon, we will go somewhere k.

LUDGE
the first time i sat this, i remember there was much more allowance of space and of cause more lap-chap.

happy family.

link look so tiny.

good job jeremy!

i start work next wed, yes.
for that 11 days, claire dont have to pick her phone at 2am, 4am, 6am just to hear her gf say 'b, im bored talk to me'

im still not feeling well.

we're gonna be fine not because it should be but cause im in love with you.

2008-10-01T15:13:00.002+08:00

isnt it public holiday?

p.h eve means party all night,
p.h itself means waking up at 6-7pm,
'dinner?'

now, i dont receive phone calls.
deb have tuition. kane and juan out on a shoot, call time pretty early tmr.
dinner cancel.
sop busy, audrey driving. qi working, link prob mj or at hm.

its hilarious, how others can and i cant. how is it possible to accept a repetitive life routine. which i much admire, cause living my lifestyle doesnt give you a chance to put your cash down.

is it possible for me to stay a day at home or even hang out at an area everyday or play a game over and over again. i tried i guess.

bullshit on the words that if you work you feel the pinch when you spend.
like what juan and i mention, with the extra work we spend more cus we know moneys on its way in.

my working girls, can we buy some time to club. take the car and go for a ride down town. book our overseas plan. buy 123456 alcohols and hold a mother fucking god damn fun party.

im gonna pack my bags, dig for at least 40bucks, take a cab down town, buy a pack of ciggs, bump at coffee club, order a ice earl grey vanila and read.

what say you.

2008-09-28T15:05:00.003+08:00

there's a reason why its called the other half,
and if you dont know,
dont bother getting into one.

2008-09-26T02:13:00.011+08:00

Typhoon No. 8

Venetian

damn, they are good.

shops.

cranky mum

Portuguese Cuisine

one reason to love macau,

its full of salt.

Skywalk.

dont u dare, think its easy.

balls shrink, if i have.

dont turn back.

give me a mil bucks and i still wouldnt look down.

mama, ure one daring human being.

lets just get outta here.

even standing here freaks me

daddy's treat for the skywalk.

ure one dusty big monkey.

Morton's

the verbal menu,
Zaia, Cirque the one thing i bought.
i put on weight.

the typhoon that made the windows beside me sound like their crashing.
bridges and airports close of more than 8 hours.
flight delays due to massive air traffic.
stuck in the plane for 3 hours.

im glad to be home.

one thought through the whole trip,
nineteen minutes.

2008-09-21T03:54:00.012+08:00

Nineteen Minutes.

i heard the weather's a killer over there, im too lazy to repack, 3 black tees, 1 black and white shirt. im half ready for another trip.

Cirque du Soleil would be there, their unique circus-style.
the first one was during the moi-ish ah beng era (which link's still lives in, ha)
which i didnt appreciate being only 12 or somewhere there and not too long ago the 3rd one i caught. gonna be great if i can catch it once more, not Alegria.

finished Kafka on the shore, no Haruki Murakami books left in Mph so i'll just settle for Nineteen Minutes (Jodi Picoult) - wonder if its good.

am fucking tired, left 2 hours to go. traveling can be a pain sometimes.

prob end up there again later.

she just love gummies doesnt she.

HV- Breko

stacy's ghost talk!

Braddel - Kidnap
one big happy family!

Town
Nanbei, hopes the right spelling.
damn shiok
the people who craves for earl grey tea.
that lump kane's eating was fucking good that i ordered again.
damn

Chinatown
i was starving
as always.
needless to say, guess without her im a size 2
(you wish, not even 6)
yums.
she's one worrying 13 year old kid.
still, a meal isnt complete without dessert.
i like cannon.
claire's fantasy with me in white singlet and a blue shorts.

Suntec - Games
hyper jamie, tired us.
super duper couple-ly love. link you have all of us k?
walk 10mins also shiok.
dinner at sakae, then off to yishun dam
we're one fat group, causing the car powerless.

Before - Airport.
bye muffin, gonna miss you like m.f god.
just look at link's face while i state my will.

link : 'im gonna tell my mum in my will, to give you and qi one carton of cigg each!'

What assets? who's the next in line? enough?

i never knew it was so hard to write a Will.
anyway we just wanted to write, but no way it's easy.

that's one beautiful piece, i'll never let go off.
dont you think so?

i'll miss you, as always.

2008-09-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

1000 bullets, an empty gun

funny, i shut the door. bang my head in a weird way, softly. stood there for awhile. i coughed and shout 'ya meee, im okay.'

the difference with knowing and not, is pretty much. if you dont, you can think about a 1000 bullets. once you do, theres only one. no options left.

im thinking, would i rather have 1000 options or 1.

once the truth is out, there's no hope left, no thoughts.

one bullet, that is.

2008-09-14T04:18:00.002+08:00

should'nt weekends be the time i catch up with my dramas.

to remind myself:
bones, house, pushing daisy, gossip girl, ugly betty, scrubs.

waiting for:
grey's anatomy, how i met your mother.

what i do on weekends is really lazing around, Hbo or E! entertainment till claire's here, laze around with her, drive the car to some places where food looks good.

get your ass out, dude.

2008-09-13T03:47:00.004+08:00

to smile about.

another gift besides the iphone,
which is why i need a camera.

i passed a random comment
'dad i want a camera'
'lets go to the it fair'

'ar?'

was suppose to search for a good one since i skip the fair,
lazy me.

so i just text the model since the one on the internet looks pretty convincing.

my first time looking at it today.
ixus 90is

a little big, isnt it.
but they say you cant go wrong with canon.

i like the screen, for blind fucks like me.

happy me.
happy anniversary baby.

2008-09-10T22:00:00.005+08:00

hyper kid.

i should start acting like im 20.

Chinatown

i like the stickers, they will do no good at home.
juan, wait for my camera.

this is super good.

i still prefer it without chili

my friends are really great eaters.
they win guys hands down.

kane: 'every step also must take picture'

my 'ah-beng' frens.

Novena

all the sweet faces.

you should have catch our expression when we walk in.

'why like that one'

no place like home.

not the food, just the company.

er,
ive been working for two and a half weeks.
and i plan to continue finding for another months job.
everyone's going blank about that idea.

i felt so shameful the other day at work.
the hourly pay last them a day,
my weeks pay, pulled me through last saturday.

shouldn't i get a grip of life?

2008-09-07T04:22:00.009+08:00

'2' ,a week of celebrations.
(gonna be a hell lot of pictures, enjoy.)

the great week of fun,
guys, thanks for all the presents,
love and definitely your presence.

it's truly great to know that you guys
took the time off to plan and be there.

thanks baby,
for planning and making sure the cake comes on time,
the people i love are invited, the dinner reservations being booked and so on.
thanks honey.

some pictures are scattered all over everyone's cam,
i'll jus go ahead with what i have.

Monday - my kinky bitches.

Friends ,Holland

finally, im in the 2 club.

you guys seriously got me everything i need and want.
esp, you-know-la-huh
juan, you know me best.

'piracy'
thank you.

Tues- Family

Clarke Quay

thank god its chinese food.

the sweet celebration at home.

Wed- Love

Blu, Shangri-La Hotel

the view from 24th floor, Blu

6 Course, Experience Meal

just the experience,
say what you like or dont.
surprises you with what you might like.

and trust me,
very good, seriously good.

im sorry, if i upload per picutre
it will load like crazy.

i cant rem the exact names
'candy floss' ,'foie gras', 'lobster bisque', 'salmon', 'Wagyu beef', 'lemon dessert'

thats what she does all day, trust me.

that's why we're a couple.

the lovely big 2 'lipstick' all over card, Shang-notes, the lift that changes by day, lovely pastries and pool plus a lovely girl i come home to.

Fri- Bitchy Friends

Timbre

happy birthday wei,
enjoy your condoms while i enjoy my new hair band.

we all share the common joy,
empty our uob and posb,
cab even if cashless,
eat whenever and where-ever.
ha.

Sat - Sunset Grill & Bar.

the greenery.

the old school ambiance,

the laid back city, dont you think so.

my super-duper woman.

once night falls,
it becomes a place you dont wanna end up alone.

the 3 people i love to eat with
'order la, not enough just order'
'never mind i got money'
see all the size, exception as usual claire.

no food only pout.

'Hot' level 2 wings,
and i cant.
damn.

i just want you to know,
how amazing you are
when it comes to making me smile.

goodnight my friends.